today woke up at eleven plus den watched a quite long ago drama 18 jing bu jing , it a veri funny and cute show as they talk about wad a 18 year old will face and think . at around four started guitar lesson wit my sist , after 3 hr of practice. my hand damn numb now maybe too long nv touch guitar le ba . i decided nt to waste my tym , learning guitar was my dream and nw my sis gt the time to teach me so i muz treasure. everyday spent 3 hr on guitar was wad i intended to do , hope i hab enough determination ba. haha. jia you to myself ! lol .
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 2:15 PM ♥
jus wake up after a twelve hour sleep. haas. getting laziler le. my condition is getting better le . i think by one week can go out le. wooolalahs~ been hearing the song tick tock by kesha . it a really nice song, haha . cut my hair le , til quite short . lol .
Monday, January 25, 2010 6:28 PM ♥
today being awake by my parent , they bring me to see doctor and the doctor referred me to skin center . and ask me to take medicine regularly n have regular sleep. sian. after eating the medicine will feel lyk falling asleep. yawn . time for sleep le.
barbie doll rest more , dun let ppl worried for u le. haha. jia you on ur studies.
12:52 AM ♥
today same rot at hm for whole day. haha. i started liking to stay at hm relax le. haha. no worries . today had some quarrel wit her but luckily we still hai hao hao de . i noe i sometym veri unreasoneble but it only prove that i care lo. haha. keep wan me updated my blog . haha . i veri lazy one. 11 plus den wake up den talk to her till twelve plus nw its tym for drama spree le. yahoo ! i love sunday.
Saturday, January 23, 2010 9:34 PM ♥
after one week of rotting at hm . yesterday went to town to find barbie doll at town wit niu nai . went to parklane to play pool. after playing pool went to ps for dinner . after dinner , went to atrium to play aracde . challenge niu nai on basketball shoot out , luckily win him by 2 marks , as a punishment he had to do twenty push up on spot . damn paiseh de lo. lol. lucky nt me kena but he sure will hab his revenge. haha. went hm after tat. barbie doll i noe u yesterday surely feel boring . sorry . i really hab a veri happy times yesterday. yesterday reached hm super tired , bath le jiu sleep le.
today wake up at 11 plus , at first wanna go out de. but ur coldness had made me wanna stay at hm . maybe u nv notice we already different le. maybe destiny wanna me to be alone ba. kept repeating the song 我以为 by 品冠 . it a song from 下一站幸福 , it really a veri touchy drama , a must watch show.
hope when u listen will understand how i feel . haiz . it seem lyk having bad dream which can nv woke up .
Thursday, January 21, 2010 2:07 AM ♥
today is the 6 day been rotting at hm . haha. today was also a dull day for me but lucky gt miss barbie doll to cheer me up and talk crap with me. lol. tmr maybe going to see doctor again. sob. really hope my skin infection healed faster. tym to slp , muz force myself to slp even if i cannot. gd nite everyone .
-> miss barbie doll jia you . dun gib up hope . tmr will be better de . smile .
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 11:21 PM ♥
5 days nv step out of hs le. nw busy watching my date with vampire 2 . lol. this few day my mood was much better le . muz thank to miss barbie doll. lol. everyday find so many lame joke to cheer me up, it really lighten me up . somemore we hab the same birthday sia. =p . she was such a cheerful girl. i remember that a gal once told me u dun need to find love , love will come and find u de. issit true ? miss milk , marcus they all. so long nv meet them le. one more month to the opening of school. hope this tym will definitely be a new start for me. CNY also coming, two year since i last celebrate CNY , damn excited lo. haha. actually tmr going out wit miss barbie doll de but my skin just healed so i guess still need a couple days to let it recover ba. wa!!! gt the urge to cut my hair again , but i guess keep it longer then b4 CNY den cut n reborn ba. tym for drama spree. stay tuned.
Monday, January 18, 2010 2:36 PM ♥
boring boring boring 4 days nv step out of hs le. already started to get used to it le. lol. seeing rain dropping in front of mine eyes sight made me realised tat life actually is not bad , it just based on the way how we look into our life. haha. i will be starting my school next mth , happy sia. suddenly gt the study mood. hope this feeling will last till my o's level.yesterday my mum brought for me quite alot of clothes , lucky my sis was there so the shirt and jacket she brought was quite suitable for me. time for drama spree again le, lol, this four day i already watched 3 different drama le. lol. tym to go watch drama le.
Sunday, January 17, 2010 3:27 PM ♥
been rottng at hm for the last few days.already register for ite nite courses le. but sian need to take back art . draw draw draw , tedious n boring. lol . this few day slept for too many hours le. but the tiredness seem impossible to ger rid. yawn. tym for drama spree again le. haha.
Friday, January 15, 2010 1:13 AM ♥
whole day at hm . rot . alone at hm let me carefully thought of many things . happiness doesn't come by easy. if u really wanna something , u should give ur best shot. i asked myself did i try my best. and the ans i get is nv , i wun give up. will be missing for some time to reflect on myself and thinking . hope u will recover frm ur heartbreak , when u need me i be there . yawn. gtg slp le. tired after a drama spree. will updated next tym when i free.
thousand of words also couldn't expressed my feeling now. i miss u damn lots.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010 3:33 AM ♥
today went to town area to celebrate felix birthday , milk, qian yi and i went to decorate the cake for felix. its our first attempt , and we fail quite badly actually. went to ps to play arcacde . den i saw her . haiz . seeing her made me suddenly felt lost. we lyk total stranger , really dun noe wad i had done wrong to make her behave this ways. maybe fate wanna to fool me ba. i kept thinking if u really accept me will i be the same after my tagging drop . tat the reason tat kept me holding back cause i felt tat u too innocent le and i really dun wanna to hurt u. the moment she tell me to dun waste tym on her , i had a feeling tat i nv hab b4. sadness that couldn't imgaine. i jus wanna to have a simple r/s but it seem impossible . i think the reason lies with me ba , to xxxx xxxx , actually jus nw u ask me that question i already noe ur feeling le , in the past even though we quarrel but i nv believe tat u will leave one day. i noe waiting for a person for 18 mth is nt a easy thing so i nv blame u.everytime we talk about the past , it seem lyk we are back to where we are. i nv regret loving u. it nt tat i always talk about my ex den didn't mention u , the truth is i dunnoe hw to mention u in front of u. maybe since i am out i been running away from the problem even knowing ur feeling toward me.sorry cause i really don know wad to do and how to face it. cause myself is in a colourless world . but no matter wad our memories will stay with us forever as u say we hab a endless story and that the best way to keep us from hurting .and nw i already move on so i hope u can move on too. no matter wad u still my best friend .
now is already three plus and i can feel my tiredness but i really cannot slp kept thinking of her , hope she will know how to take care of urself. zhu .nite everyone . hamster jia li , is ur day muz be happy. no matter wad we will still be here for u. HAAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Monday, January 11, 2010 11:51 PM ♥
today a fucking bad day for me. firstly fail my o level den reach home see her blog really let me break down. hope she will overcome her saddness , noeing her sad but can't do anything really let me feel useless. she the first girl i ever wanna to slow down the pace and patiently wait for her , but she seem to love the guy alot . although i know it is impossible for me to replace him in your heart but if u jus let me accomapny u by ur side is enough le. tired n restless le, nite.
Sunday, January 10, 2010 12:38 AM ♥
today pei niu nai go ps to buy his thing den went to play aracde. at around sat zhu xiao jie finally woke up and we went serangoon interchange to fetch her. when we reach , she still nt ready yet so me n milk smoke while we wait . a uncle around the age of 60 plus walk passed us, but he seem lyk he had a diffculty in walking.he suddenly stopped and was lyk losing his balance going to fall. i went to support him , and support him to his destination. i was so curious he seem so incapable of walking but whr he wanna go ? . i asked him n he told me he going to church. frm this few words i noe that he was a devoted person to god n actually i was quite touch when i see his determination. half way walking toward the church , he saw his church mate and wanted his church mate to support him to church due to maybe i was a passerby den he felt uncomfortable ba. his churchmate jus wanna to walk off lo den lyk finding all sort of excuses . fucking angry lo. he's a christian , and a member of the church lo. hw can he be so selfish . after the uncle asked him so many times den he finally agreed. run back to find niu nai and after a few second , zhu xiao jie finally turned up . we went to ehub to watch movies "the vampire assistant" remark for the movie for me was nt bad. after the movie , went to vari nice to hab dinner . milk went hm due to his tagging , left me and her eating together. damn paiseh lo , let her noe i dunnoe hw to use chop stick . lol. after eating , me and her walk to my dwnstair as i gt something to pass her . after passing her , she cabbed hm .today is quite a happy day for me ba. as i am able to go out with her and understand her more . hope she love the present ! yawn ! tired ! updated nxt tym ba.
Friday, January 8, 2010 2:09 AM ♥
i hate ppl lie to me. u hab cross my line . i may be nice. but forgive me , u hab offend the wrong guy. today woke at three , watch tv till 7 plus den went to milk hs wait for him den went to plaza to meet jieling and her friend , cousin. cb lo. i kept disturd jeling n her friend den she throw tin at me lo. lucky she gal. lol.reach hm ten plus. i finally confess to her le. but seeing her lyk motionless made me break dwn again. y nw i always lyk tat. wad happen to me? feeling so restless at love. but i wun gib up so easy . hope i hab the corage to woo her. i reali dunnoe hw to woo a gal. all i noe is made her angry.i really changed le ma? tat a question i kept asking myself. che kah wee thank again . u hab already took ur revenge le lo. i falled for ur trap le.feeling so restless nw. i hate everytin about me nw.i should hab trust u. y can't i trust a person even my love ones.but the gal i confess i will try to trust u de. cause i dun wan to lose someone again because of my problem. tmr still hab reporting. i end here le.
Thursday, January 7, 2010 1:04 AM ♥
woke up at 8 plus and meet kialing and pauline at cp. they two cause late den nv go school . lol. after eating breakfast went to block to slack due to the boringness we come up wit games and pass the one hr plus quite fast. xie bao ling ! u still own me two punishment lo. lol . den kialing walk hm , where else me n pauline went to compass , she took mrt n i took bus. went hm for a short nap . wake up at 7 plus den went down to kovan to meet niu nai , felix , qian yi , pauline n jialing. me n nu nai play billiard til nine plus going to ten den he cabbed hm . left me pauline n kialing. den i accidentally tripped due to pauline 's leg . lucky nv fall i gt back my balance in a few second tym . lucky sia. qi si wo le. this is the second tym today i wan trip her den kenna myself lo. went to 212 to hab a drink den went hm after tat.
Boring Boring Boring. suddenly missed sch life sia.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010 11:27 PM ♥
today at first say dun slp de. but bay tahan , at ten plus in the morning fall asleep le. woke up at 2 and went over to milk hs and later due to the boring ness , we went to hougang mall den saw pauline jiali n kialing. i quite funny to see them in school uniform. lol. later went to plaza for number ball til 7 plus den went for dinner . jon called me and meet us at plaza to play pool . lol. BEN TAN ! dun yaya wor. lol. today u lucky nia. den cabbed hm . life is getting tooo boring for me le. it time to find a proper job and a stable gf le , cannot wandering around without aims le.if ni hai zai jiu hao le. nw heard frm ppl say u are working veri hard on ur studies . felt reali happy for u. jia you !!! xxxx xxx ! wo zhen de hao xiang hui dao gou qu ni zai de shi hou. but i also know i had to move on le. bless n wish u with all my heart. o level result coming out le. waiting for miracle. damn stress sia. zzz. hope i can made it , if fail can get 4 credit tat sufficient for me le. jia you all my friends too.
12:24 AM ♥
bored bored bored. today go do my tin till 7 plus den went dwn to plaza to meet niu nai and marcus to play number ball. today nt on form sia. sian . lose . haha. den cabbed dwn to milk hs to slack till twelve den went hm. gtg slp nw le . gd nite everyone.
Monday, January 4, 2010 12:42 AM ♥
finally today i hab 16 hour of slp. shiok sia. lol. wake up meet yong liang and marcus at plaza till seven then to milk hs. wait for him to prepare den cabbed dwn to hogang plaza to play billiard. shiok sia. win two match . lol. think is today luck nt bad ba. lol .=p After plaza went to compass to find jia ling and pauline . marcus go awhile jiu go hm le. den three of us went to slack at voiddeck. Qi si wo le. say me china man. lol. pauline ! QI SI WO LE LA ! lol. den went hm after meeting them.
Saturday, January 2, 2010 8:34 PM ♥
today kena confinement cannot go out for 24 hour . sob lo . i wan rot liao. zzz.
12:15 AM ♥
THE WORST COUNTDOWN IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE !!!
yesterday went to play to buy food and went to milk hs for steamboat wit milk marcus & co. eat until full lyk hell sia. lol. actually wanna to drink de. but they rest all dun feel lyk drinking so bo bian play poker. luck lyk fuck sia. first 6 round lose all the way. the worst luck in my whole lif lo. sob. went hm at one plus to watch tv . tried to slp but i find myself can't , 5 plus call niu nai and jio them for breakfast as they are all playing mahjong. met them at 7 , usual ppl but jus adding on jia li , kialing and pauline .after eating straight back to hm to slp.
-> yesterday i realised one tin, in this realistic world . love is nt something tat can last , often we can see frm drama , the gal will fall in love wit each other for few year den get together but in our real world it seem impossible , for some time if u nv make the first move , ur another half will tot tat u might nt lyk her n going for other ppl. wad i trying to express is dun let ur love ones wait maybe one day she get sick n tired of waiting n she might jus go . tat too late. so i hope when i met the nxt gal i love. i will be able to tell her hw i feel even if fail at least i tried.
today woke up at 7 at nite . still feeling tired but think of tmr confinement need to stay at hm jiu sian liao. lol. went to kovan to meet niu nai marcus , felix and qian yi . reached watch them play number bal den went to 212 to eat . joey came dwn and join us . After tat , cabbed joey hm , before she left the cab she wan pass us money but we reject , she jus throw jiu get off le, si xiaomei . lol. then cabbed to milk hs to slack, but seeing him so tired jiu felt paiseh , so alone went to plaza to buy cir and went hm . sob sob . boring boring. tagging tagging go away , dun come come another day. lol. any way , HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY BROS , SISTERS AND FRIENDS . HOPE THIS YEAR WILL BE A BETTER YEAR FOR ALL OF US.
